People are losing their SHIT over the swine flu. I think they’re closing off the Mexican border. MY GRANDMOTHER IS DOWN THERE, DAMMIT. GIVE HER BACK. :( More people die of the regular flu every single day than this has killed since it broke out. Cool it, already. *isbitterandwantshergrammy* :(

Glad so many people understood what I meant last post. :)

Now, what should I be doing? A group Spanish video project. But nooo, my group is flaky and impossible and stupid. It’s due tomorrow and we haven’t done it. Fuck. I HATE depending on other people for grades. It isn’t fair. I work for my grades and I would do this project by myself, if need be. But I can’t, because it’s a multiple person skit. I just, uhg, it’s so frustrating to me. I had an A in Spanish and then we did this huge partner assignment and my partner FAILED MISERABLY at her half, so we got like a C on it. Which brought MY grade down. Even though I worked really hard and did really well on my portion. That should not happen! It’s hard enough for me to do well in school without depending on other people. Gaaaah. Oh great, now a girl in my group is bitching to me about why we couldn’t do it. IT IS NOT MY FAULT THAT ANOTHER PERSON IN THE GROUP HAD TO WORK. GO BITCH AT HIM. Fuck.

So, what am I doing? Listening to Disneyland music, looking at clothes I can’t buy even though they’re cheap, writing in my brothers birthday card (HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ANDREW!), getting bitchy text messages and responding with passive aggressive ones, occasionally reading a book to surprise Denis with and looking up things I want to show Denis in Disneyland.

It’s relaxing, but I can’t help but feel like I should be doing something school related. Sigh. I just need summer. I can’t take this anymore. 

Does anyone else have people that they just genuinely interested in? Like, not in a romantic or sexual way. But people who just care about, friends even, or maybe people you sort of know but not really…I dunno. I have three or four people who I just like to hear from in some form. Not in a stalkerish way at all, I just want to know what is going on in their lives. It’s weird. Sometimes I’ll just like, watch a video made by them and be like “yeah, I really like her/him,” then move on with my day. Just little like, check-ups on them. Is that weird? I’m describing it oddly. But yeah, I was just thinking about that. Haha. Wow, this was probably creeper status. Whatever, nevermind! xD

I am officially going to Disneyland with Denis is July. :) And my dad wants to take the whole family down there as soon as we can get the money together and as much as I can loathe my family sometimes, Disneyland is our home. We have gotten into more fights there over things than anywhere else, we’ve been closer there than anywhere else, it is just where we all love to be. I love going down with my family. We haven’t been there all together since, I believe, summer 2007 (or maybe spring). I know for some people, that doesn’t sound long. But for us? It really is. Disneyland brings my family together (and also tears it apart occasionally..) I can’t wait to go with them.

BUT I GOT THE OKAY FROM MY DAD. MEANING DENIS AND I ARE GOING TOGETHER AND I AM GOING TO MAKE DENIS LOVE DISNEYLAND SO MUCH HE’LL NEVER WANT TO LEAVE. YAYAYAY. :)

Listening to David Tennant and Catherine Tate on BBC Radio 2.

CT: “It feels like jam sandwiches!”

DT: “I’m levitating now naked that’s why there’s no webcam.”

CT: “Let me just clarify that blu-ray is just something you need a machine for and all it does is show spots more?”

“We don’t want crash dieting on this statio- oh where are our easter eggs?!”

CT: “That’s called a status update.”

DT: “That’s called wasting your life.”

DT: “Stop calling, but I am still talking about the Blue Peter pets.”

DT: “More pixels for your buck.”

CT: “Surfing the internet, that’s just looking, you know?”

DT: “I don’t know, I think that it’s winning that matters. On Easter weekend.”

All day long, I’m been deep-breathing to keep from not passing out and not throwing up. Needless to say, I’m miserable. I also haven’t eaten in 25 hours which probably isn’t helping. And all that sounds good to me is a Chipotle burrito which is dangerous with my stomach. Sigh. Make the room stop spinning. :(

Good news? I got spotlighted, which is not a big deal, but it’s made me $4 adsense. Which doesn’t seem like a lot, but when you’re getting like, .04cents per view/click on ad, it is cool. Plus, I am so close to having $100 so that I could FINALLY get an adsense check. xD Haaa. 

I also applied TARDIStacular for partnership. Why not?

Aaaand posted a shitty 5AG video that knows it’s shitty so it isn’t showing up in peoples subscriptions. 

Finally, I…lost my train of thought…Shit. Well, Denis is doing his application right now for college, which is awesome. I’m going to watch Gilmore Girls and complain to myself about how much this week sucks. Wooo.

OH! REMEMBERED! I am currently in the process of getting a refund for LeakyCon. Yay, money?

“Spotlighted.” Dunno why it’s so special, but I screen-capped it anyway? Ha. (lolz@mereadingLex’sbloginthescreencaptabs.)

Can I just say how lovely that center-shot is? NOT. Sigh.

My head is spinning. I got sick last night and aaaah, it’s miserable. I skipped history, which apparently we took a lot of notes in (awesome,  make-up work ftw) and I WISH I could skip the rest of the day, but I really shouldn’t miss physics. Not when I have the lowest grade I think I’ve ever had in a class. Grrr. He needs to update grades more often. Okay, wow, I’m shaking. This is not good, time to lay down. Can this week be over now?

I bought the red one. :) $80 – but my mother loves this stuff so she paid for it. And it’s Betsey Johnson. And I’ll wear it again because it’s gorgeous and my favourite colour. I’m feeling okay about it. :P

Opinions. Which dress for me for prom?

P.S. It isn’t junior prom, we don’t have one of those. It’s senior prom (Denis is a senior). So if that sways your decision, uh, don’t let it? Haha.

P.P.S. They’re both Betsey Johnson, via ebay. Under $100.