I seriously just need to make it though less than four weeks. I’ll have registered for classes at the community college (did I tell you I’m in running start for next year? Because I am.), my IB World Lit Paper 1 will be complete, I’ll have taken my four exam finals, I’ll be out of physics/Spanish/math FOREVER (hopefully), no more Lady Bracknell, just everythingggg. I’m exhausted. I’ve spent the last three months over working myself and I just need a looong break. I need to figure out my life and what I want to do with it.

I also want to figure out the selling of my photographs. I haven’t had time to get started with that, so I’m stressed about that, as well. Especially because I can’t even afford film at the moment for my Canon AE-1 and can’t figure out my Holga. I love my Nikon, but I want to use fiiilm. Sigh. 

Too tired to type. And too tired to text but I’m talking to four people. Ahhh. Must go spend the evening with Algernon, Jack, Gwendolyn and the rest of the crew. Goodnight, wordpress.

new photographs. check ‘em out.

so i was going to set up an etsy shop to begin selling prints, but then i read about how they take out money of profit and such. i don’t mind supporting the website, but i am greedy. ha. so i’m curious, what do other artists/photographers normally do. i don’t like how paypal works and don’t want to give my address out. let me know!

Sorry for the lacks of updates, I’ve been busy and then using tumblr when I do have time. But I was just curious, if I were to print some of my photographs, would you be interested in purchasing any? They’d be pretty cheap. Less than ten dollars per print and I’d write personal notes and everything. Maybe send along little gifts or something. Who knows? I’m just looking for little ways to make some cash for the summer and so that I can afford food. I’m pathetic, I know. Haha. If you’re interested, I’d love if you could comment on what pictures you’d be interested or if you don’t have time to go through my photostream, maybe just shoot me a comment on this blog to say if you’d be interested at all. Oh, also, I prefer mat prints versus glossy one. Add which you would prefer so I can get an insight. Thanks guys, you’re all wonderful. :)

Real quick:

- I fail. I was just thinking, “I’m going to make a fiveawesomegirls video this week,” thinking it was a Tuesday. It’s not. It’s 7.15pm on Wednesday and I’m already in my pajamas. Cool. May still do it, though.

- Tomorrow is a Spanish field trip to Seattle for something I’ve already forgotten. I do not want to attend. Grrr. It isn’t mandatory but it gets me out of physics, soooo…

- My grade situation is looking better. I resubmitted my edited essay that I got a B+ on in hopes of receiving at least an A-, hopefully an A. Then I think I did well on my newest major (a reduction) which I just turned in today. So my English grade SHOULD bump up to an A fomr an A-! (Yeah, I know, I just like straight A’s, k? Why not get ‘em while I can?) Spanish should moves from an A- to an A as well, as soon as my teacher learns she’s dumb and I turned in everything she says I haven’t and adds my test to the online grading system. AND I CAN MOVE UP MY GRADE IN PHYSICS. To an A-. It was at an F, then a D, then a C, a B-, a B. Now it’s a B+. But I can fix it! I think. If he just adds my assignment which I turned in a day late because I was ill. Sigh. That was two months ago. My physics teacher fails.

Youuuu didn’t need to know all of that. I just felt like celebrating.

- I just left, made my video, Denis came over and did about ten other things.

- I need to go finish stuff. KBYE.

Ron/Rupert is scruffy! I love it!

But, again, I know Helena Bonham Carter was on the Shell Cottage set, does that mean that Dobby dies before Hermione is tortured? Does the Malfoy Manor torture scene take place? Any of it? I’m lost. I just want the film/s good. I really do.

I cried.

I’ve decided one day in Cardiff, Wales was not enough. I want to return one day. I just want to travel, dammit. Travel everywhere and anywhere. Or, well, almost. Sigh.

I keep trying to blog but I am having such a shitty weekend that I just keep breaking down and getting upset and frustrated with everything. I’ll summarize how I feel by saying I went out and bought this rice that I was really excited about and it was absolutely horrible. That’s the pattern of my weekend thus far. Have a nice day.

If you want substance, read the post below. But I feel obligated to write down what I need to do. I am a compulsive list maker. I list everything ever. Always have. So here we go.

- History CBA. Finish rough draft, revise, final.

- Work on Bracknell.

- Stuff for Cinco de Mayo tomorrow.

- Spanish culture projects.

- Running start exam – Friday.  

- World Lit Paper 1 topic.

- Math homework.