If you want substance, read the post below. But I feel obligated to write down what I need to do. I am a compulsive list maker. I list everything ever. Always have. So here we go.

- History CBA. Finish rough draft, revise, final.

- Work on Bracknell.

- Stuff for Cinco de Mayo tomorrow.

- Spanish culture projects.

- Running start exam – Friday.  

- World Lit Paper 1 topic.

- Math homework.

So I received this @reply on twitter today:

“Stop cursing! You’re sposed to be adorable!”

And it pissed me off. I swear, yes. Probably too much, yes. I can twitter whatever I want. I twitter the way I speak. I don’t put on some false persona for the internet. I don’t swear in videos because I have a younger audience and to actually hear cursing in a video is more vulgar than reading it, in my opinion. Plus, I don’t have reason to. I swear in moments that I feel upset or angry, which I usually cool off form before ever doing a video.

But what REALLY set me off was the second part of this comment. I am suppose to be adorable? No. I am not. I am suppose to be who I am. If you think I’m adorable, fine. But I hate being called cute and adorable, to tell you the truth. I feel that both words, even though I use them myself occasionally, are incredibly over-used. I am not some pet bunny rabbit that just sits in it’s cage and looks cute. I am a human being. If you don’t find my personality adorable, so be it. I don’t need your approval, anyway. I am the way I am. I’m not SUPPOSE  to be anything. I choose to be the way I am. I loathe myself sometimes, but hey, it’s who I am. I’m not here to live up to your standards or anyone elses.

Ugh, the internet fucking sucks sometimes. I can take your hater comments but you tell me who to be, you’re getting an earful. (By the way, I get that this guy was probably joking or something, but I don’t care. It’s just…guh.)